Why do I do this to myself-part 1000

Things got so unsettled at my old job. Having been looking around for different jobs there came a week where I had two interviews, both for great and fun jobs that really looked possible. I hit it off with the recruiters, passed all the tests with great scores, conducted myself with a fair amount of calm and interest and came off as knowing my stuff. Meanwhile at work, things were going from bad to worse.
I decided to take the plunge and leave. That would allow me the two to three days to interview further at what looked like two sure things.
I think you can guess the rest.
Shit.



But I wouldn't change a thing. Well, maybe I would have got one of the jobs. Yeah, that part.
However, the week I was waiting for the news was scary, nerve wracking and wonderful. I had time to make my son a costume for a school performance, was able to take him to school and pick him up, take him to Tae Kwon Do and his baseball games. I had time to make dinners, clean and pretty much be a home mom for a while. And David was super supportive, making me aware of how cool he really is. And our budget won't break much.
I do need the work so we can continue with lessons, fun stuff and savings. So I won't be a stay at home mom. I'm not mentally built for it..I like to work. I also love my home and family. This week really put that into perspective.