What? Me too?

So I got laid off and quickly got another job that turned out terrible. I was not suited for it, it tore at my self confidence and make me jumpy and unhappy. It was not the fault of the owner or my workmates, they were all great. But it was not the job I applied for and nothing in the world, even eventual mastery of the job, would make it something I wanted to do, enjoyed doing or, as most of us get who work, made some peace with for the money.
So now I'm looking again and the upbeat attitude that came from getting work so quickly last time is melting away. I failed one test from an employer by not being quick enough, I have emails out to 10 employers and no responses yet. It's been two days and I feel like I've deluded myself that work is easy to come by. Let's see what Friday looks like.